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[Jul. 31st, 2006|09:30 pm] |
Wow, been about.....that long since i wrote anything.
Well where to start. Well, a friend of mine had her baby about 4 months ago, she named him Ayden. Unfortunatly the fathers an asshole. He cares only about the baby by how much sex he can get from my friend. i could go on for quite a while on tha subject, so lets move on shall we.
So yeah, life in a nutshell, work, sleep, some computer time, making plans i never can keep cuz of more work, and oh yeah work.
So as of next week im going to start taking more time off to spend with my friends (yes you). And yes i plan to go for drinks with u, u know who u are. we can find a pub on roncenvalles (yes i spell like a baboon)
So yeah, read Terry Goodkinds new book Phantom, it was amazing, just like the rest of them, though a little short. I recomend Terry Goodkind's series; Sword of truth series. to everyone who likes to read, and likes all the grusome details, from the slow torture, to the brutal killing, to the rape of innocent women, all pact into 11 books of pure amazingly brutal liturature.
Wow what a book rant. (im a nerd, but a damn good looking one)
So im planning to go rock climbing again, looking for people who like to rock climb then go to a bar afterward. have some fun.
well im done for now, starting to fall to sleep.
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Well back again. So theres someone ive been talking to a lot, she talks to me too. I know that we could never be together, but u know what its like to just wonder sometimes, think of the past what happened before, even if it was just sitting there watching stupid tv shows.
Then theres another person i met a long time ago only like once or twice that i liked and thought was awesome, we never really talked myuch but i have her number and of course being me im to nervous to call her, should i, should i not (thats not a question dont answer it!!!!)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i love hell's kitchen, its so Fucking funny. especially sara always being called a cow!
anyone else watch house today. Phyco lady trys to kill husband with gold, ooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thats a new one, i like i like. |
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[May. 8th, 2006|10:15 am] |
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well its been a very long time since i wrote here. why havent i well because i didn't think anyone would care. Well i guess everyone was right, everyone said i would just get hurt and well its happened but the worst part is that its my best friend, MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND! what really bothers me is that no one had the balls to tell me and i had to figure out on my own. Mainly i feel guilty for hurting someone i do trully care about.
So besides the betrayal of my friend of 10 years im doing pretty good i guess. i mean im shuned up it my room, with no where to go or no one to talk to. yay!!!
im ranting again. God i need a drink!!!!
Anyone want to do something around the 20th get plasterd, party, movie, orgy, walk around, anything???????? Takers??? Any hands out there?????? Let me see some hands people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! going....going................ |
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[Sep. 18th, 2005|06:03 pm] |
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i walk a journey, i sail a tale, now i run an endless trail... |
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[Aug. 31st, 2005|12:47 am] |
HOLY SHIT!!! i got two system of a down floor tickets for a hundred bucks, concerts going to kick ass.
Well i know theres a bunch of u that hate me right now or dont want to talk to me, well im sorry but im not going to change anything in my life right now. its pittiful how everyone else has to somehow put their needs above everyone elses, how about everone be equal and be happy for what other people have.
well im going to go sleep, very busy week, i may be buying a Python later this week!!! |
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[Aug. 26th, 2005|08:19 pm] |
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well i havn't written in a while. everyones wondering how i am, well to be honest im happier then i have been in a very very long time.
Now on to those people who dont agree with me or upset by what ive done, well i dont give a shit what u think, i dont care what your feelings are about it, if your mad oh well, im happy i know what i wanted and i know why i have been so unhappy and i know now why so many things were bothering me. so basically im happy, and no matter what u say wont change anything.
Now on to those who dont know, well lets just say it will pissa lot of u off and im sorry, but im happy and it was mutual and its been coming for a long time, if no ones seen it wel im sorry. nobody ever took the time to get to know me, but someone did..........
well i have someone to text:D sorry for those who are pissed off, butu obviosly dont care if im hapy or not, and i know my grammer sux, TOOOOOOO BADDDDDD
later folks |
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[Aug. 20th, 2005|11:28 pm] |
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This was a conversation me and my best frind skippy had at work while doing nothing. Its pretty aukward, but its the way we are and the way we think and see the world and certain aspects.
"so what do you think of lieing?" skippy asked me
"that its stupid, wrong and needless"
'not even velvet lies?'
'I dont know what they are' i replied
'A women asks you what you think of her new dress. you look at her and think: "It makes you look fat and dowdy." Do you say it? or do you find a velvet lie, like..."What a fine colour it is" or "you look wonderful"?'
'I will not lie. i would say i did not like the dress. not that anyone has ever asked me for my opinion.'
'Theres a suprise. I see now why your not known as patrick the lover. very well, let me ask another question. Do you agree that in war it is necessary to deceive one's enemy? For example, to make him think you are weaker than you are, in order to lure him into a foolhardy assault?'
'Of coarse' i answered.
'Then it is fine to lie to an enemy?'
'Ah man you remind me of Mr Piggot. He loved these debates, and would twist words and ideas round and round until everything i believed in sounded like the grandest nonsense.he should have been a politician. I would say that evil should always be countered. ho would say "Ah but what is evil for one man may be good for another." i remember once we discussed the execution of a murderer. He maintained that in killing the man we were commiting an evil as great as the convicted man. He said that perhaps the killer might one day have a son or duaghter, who would be great and good, and change the world for the better. In killing him we might have robbed the world of a saviour.'
'Perhaps he was right' said skippy
'Perhaps he was. but if we followed that philosophy completly we would never punish anyone, for any crime. You could argue that to lock the killer away, rather than hanging him, might prevent him from meeting the woman who would have given birth to that child. so what do we do? Free him? No. A man who wilfully takes the life of another forfiets hos own life. Anything less makes a mockery of justice. I always enjoyed listening to Mr. Piggot ranting and railing against the ways of the world. He could make you think black was white, night was day and sweet was sour. It was good entertainment. But that is all it was. Would i decieve an enemy? Yes. Would i deceive a friend? No. How do i justify this? I don't.' I replied
'I think i understand,' said skippy. 'if a friend in an ugly dress asks your opinion, you'll give it honestly and break her heart. But if an enemy in an ugly dress comes before you, you'll tell her she looks like a queen.'
I burst into laughter and replied 'If your offering to wear a dress for me, well i know you would look like a queen, u have the jugs and damn, those legs.'
then he chased me....i think he has some gay tendancies:P
well today was a wreck until some friends topped by to cheer me up, went and played pool with everyone, bought some drinks, did some other stuff, learned that for some reason all my friends respect me and view evertyhing i say with the highest regard and desire my opinion on things, feels great.
well i dont know what else to say, being alone right now is making the pain return... |
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[Aug. 19th, 2005|04:20 am] |
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I am to post this for Erica as she is unable to get to a computer at time being.
"I am trully sorry if i dampened anyone's time at the party. I'm so sorry Patrick"
Now im going away, if you need me, Im sorry, If you call me I wont answer, If its an emergency Im there in spirit, I just need to be gone for a while.
Im sorry erica, i broke my promise... |
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[Aug. 16th, 2005|02:08 am] |
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sometimes i just want to give up.....float down a river face down.....
think im going to go watch family guy, talk to u later:D |
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[Aug. 16th, 2005|01:42 am] |
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